I am standing up on it.

I think he is wondering what I am doing in his bed.

Toby Jo Ostergren is so old, and nearing the end of his life. I plan on making his last days the best. Its time I pay him back for being everything to me when I felt I had nothing.  He really is the ideal companion. He lets me be me, and loves me unconditionally. He forgives me, and I can't hold anything against him, even when he desecrates things I love (like eating my scriptures- seriously though).

We will see lots of sun and water and grass together, and I will literally have to carry him there. And I will do it gladly.

listen to this.

and read this.

and if you want your days to be better, read this.